awwww...shut up...

I hate girls who always act so high and mighty just because they're...well...girls...
I was in this MSN chatroom the other night when just out of a sudden I went:-

WTF??

Well...it's one of my more common reactions but...
Some bitch I don't even know told me to not be rude...cause there're girls in the chatroom...
Holy crap...nobody calls me rude...

Guess what bitch?? Like I give a damn...nobody cares... fuck off...


P.S.
they left the chatroom before I could open a can of whoop-ass all over their cibais...they knew wat was coming...bitches...

english sucks....

So I thought having English as a subject for the new sem would be great since English is like...the next easiest shit in the universe to looking for porn on the Internet...
I'm not trying to boast that my English is good...heck...sometimes...I is also use a little bit of the Manglish la...
But then...UTAR has a knack of messing things up...remember the hula hoops??
Well...this time around...they've put both my English lectures and tutorials right smack next to each other...
So on Thursdays...weeeee...it's 8.30-12...yes...3 and a half freaking hours of English...
Even if I liked English...which I don't to begin with...I can't stand 3.5 hours of it...no one can...it's fucking stupid...



So if you wanna have 3.5 hours of English...at least get a lecturer who can garner the attention of the students for that long...
Half an hour into my first English class and I was already bored out of my mind...
Our first activity?? Discuss why you wanna be a scientist....
Fuck no...we shouldn't be discussing this shit in English class because this shit's for kindergarten little kiddies...
Ask them why they wanna be scientists and they'll be giving you their innocent naive answers:-
"I wanna create something"
"I wanna make money"
"Scientists are cool"
No dumbass...Scientists are not cool...
My answer would have been "I wanna be a scientist so I can take over the world.Now that's cool.Period."



Next on the agenda was a debate...
The topic:- Scientists bring more harm than good...
I was on the side supporting the scientists...
I nearly blew myself up when the topic was given...It was just another no-end debate...
1 side goes "thanx to aeroplanes...SARS is now found all over the world"
The other side would go "But SARS is chicken flu...nature stuff...nothing to do wiv scientists"
Before long both sides picked up their boxing gloves and punched the hell out of each other...
Of course...being the more sensible and logical one...I just watched...
I knew this debate had no end to it as each side pummelled each other with their points...
If they had actually let me speak I would have told them:-
"Without scientists we'll all still be stuck in caves with leaves covering our private parts and having raw goat's meat for dinner.Done"
Who gives a shit about a little harm? Man...



Final agenda was the homework given...
Guess what we have to do? OOOoooo...We have to go discover something...
I know...you're as confused as I am...
Everyone was like "What the fuck?" and that's before the lecturer picked up a chair, put it on a table and explained:-
"Go...go out to discover something...like this chair...go find out why it has 4 legs...go find out why it has a backrest...go find out why it has a seat...go...goooooo you dumb fucks..go discover"
I was only seconds from bursting out in laughter....
Nooooooooooooooooooooo...having lived for 20 years...I still would not know what the 4 legs of a chair are for...and I have to go discover it...Man I love being a scientist...NOT!!!

dim sum?

I was sitting on the toilet bowl...doing my own pang sai business when I started thinking...
oh and btw...I always do my deep thinkings about life when on the toilet bowl...
So I was thinking bout me and the course I'm currently doing...Is it the right one??
While in Chemistry practical today, someone happened to ask the lecturer...who happens to be a PHD holder(who isn't?? PHD holders are like freaking everywhere)...about what our future job prospects would be like...
He was like...
"Ummmm...."


Yeah...he had no idea...
When we mentioned that if teaching is the only choice left...he was like...
"I guess so, I'm afraid..."
To add more woe to our miseries, the lecturer was a Chemistry graduate himself...
So that more or less confirms it...
I'm doing the wrong course and I'll be ending up in front of a class of youngsters teaching them a subject which I have a personal grudge on since Day 1(yes...just to refresh your mind..I've never passed Chem since Form4...I passed it in SPM and STPM though)


And then I think back to the time when I was still deciding what to do in life...
It's that fork at the end of the road...
To one end was the choice of continuing my studies...
And on the other end was the choice of coming out into the business world...
My dad had offered to give me a sum of money to start my own business...which happens to be related to cars...
So I chose the end with the studies...
There...more forks came out...and I had no idea what to do...
8-9 months later...I'm here...in Kl...it's 8pm and I'm alone at home...typing this...


And now I wonder...If I had taken the path leading towards starting my own business...would I still be alone at home on a Friday nite? With nothing better to do than to go online? Perhaps I would be out with my fellow car enthusiasts drinking the night away?? Or I would be working on another car?? which happens to be something which I am very passionate about...Or maybe I would be dealing with a failed business which will only end with me going bankrupt??


1 week into the new sem and I'm already contemplating quitting my studies to venture into the business world...It can be anything...a car shop?? a kopi-tiam?? or perhaps selling dim sum??
You see...I've just realised how important money will be to me in the future...and it will not be for my personal usage only...
No...my dad will not support me anymore...heck...I have to support him and the whole family instead...
But how can I when I'm only earning a teacher's pay??
Perhaps I should just stop leaching all my dad's money(RM30k for a 3 year course...living expenses not included) and start to do something that might have me repay my dad for his many years of supporting me...


Honestly I'm sick of studying...
so the next time you have dim sum in a new restaurant in Penang...it could just be me running it...
peace...

fucking chio....

ermm...nothing much...just too damn chio...wooo hooooooooooo....