oh well..

The below is not a poem so don't ask me why the lines are not rhyming. I'll hit you if you do. You have been warned.

It was my first time.
They say doing it for the first time would blow your mind away.
I was scared, frightened, on the verge of of being hysterical.
Is this right? Am I allowed to do this?
I'm still young and the thought of baring any responsibilities after kept lingering in my mind.
Should I do it?
"Be a man la bro"
I could still hear this saying in my thoughts.
Thanks a lot whoever you are.


Mom and Dad have always told me to avoid this until I am of legal age.
They always told me that the responsibilities that come after are of too much a burden for a young man.
It was a taboo topic.
Mom and Dad never brought this issue up during family dinners.
What I know, I learnt from books and websites.
I shall today prove Mom and Dad wrong and that I am old enough to do it.


Alright...a man I shall be then.
I got hold of her.
She was well endowed with curves at all the right places.
I didn't know what to do at first for I had no prior experience.
I stared at her and she stared at me.
Looking at each other, I realised we were meant to be together.
No one could separate us.
The first thing I wanted to do was to kiss her.
To savour her aroma(or lack of).
To know that from now on, there is no turning back.


We put mouth to mouth.
Sparks sparkled and fires kindled.
It was amazing.
I wanted more. I couldn't get enough.
She had this uncanny ability to make me high.
I never knew what it is that she did but she did it well.


I felt my knees go weak.
My head was spinning.
I never expected such mental and physical torture.
All this while with an indescribable feeling inside of me.
I looked at her and she was glowing with pride.
Knowing that she has me in her grasp.
A few more minutes and I couldn't take it anymore.
The thought of all those responsibilities vanished.
I just wanted to have a good time with her.
Finally, she burned out. Tired.
I too was tired but I wanted more.
So I turned around and went "Bro...borrow me your lighter"
For I wanted more and there's no better satisfying feeling than a cigarette.


---A tribute to polluting the Earth's air for a rough estimation of four years---


Cheers.